sudden i have the whim to have a flash back of my 2008~
=.=
ya, it's a bit late i know~hehe~
i have had a pondering over
what the businesses i had done in my previous year,
i have realised that, it was quite special, for me~
2008, the year i had many bad experiences as well as great experiences!
beginning of 2008, i had many
bad experiences-about my part-time jobs;
the year i had watched over how hell the fellows' realities were;
the year i had been ordered just as if i was the servant
-for the meagre salaries;
the year i had to fake the smiles,
at the time my heart was bleeding of the yells and teases;
the year i had my teardrops silently
as i crossed the harsh conditions,alone.
the year i cried in my mummy's hug when i was home in night..
2008, the year i had lots of nightmares-i dreamed of my poor SPM result;
the year i had my cold feet for few days
before the announcement of SPM result;
the year i had fucking damn thrillment
when receiving my SPM exam slip;
the year i had been surprised by the result
that i was not anticipating-it was not that bad
the year i had to make struckloads of headache decisions
-where to further my study, what course to take..it was indeed ..dizzzzzzzy!
the year i had the most frequent breathing of sighs i think;haiz~~~
yet, the year i had my "Hooray!!" shoutings in room alone,
after got knew i could get into Matriculation College,
in Penang as well!!
2008, the year i had my tears ran off my face
while adapting to the new environment-KMPP,
the year i had to share room with others who were not the same race as me.
the year that i did not even have
a same race classmate-for the very first time;
the year that i just like had my studies accompanied with loneliness;
the year i came to get know the people of different states in Malaysia;
the year i started to have good rapports
with six fellows among the hundred.muackss
the year i had breathed sighs again
-different, it was the sign of relief..hehe
the year i had to study and study without the lull,
as the lectures were not lulling too~
the year i got more and more insults towards M*l*ysia.yiu~~~
the year i again could see that,
dark tunnel was the must-go path towards bright!>.<
the year i got the very first time
to have such harsh exam-the Questions were damn hard!
the year i said, " i rather to study in JitSin than in Matriculation".
the year i would get mad when i heard"Matriks, cheh, sap sap shui!!"
the year i first to yell at somebodies,
"don't say matriculation course sap sap water!!"
the year i got knew what kind of feeling i gave to others
when they got the 1st sight at meT_T
the year i realised that, i couldn't make a change despite i tried hard;
the year there were somebodies to advice me,
what behaviour should i get rid of,TQ indeed..
the year somebodies beside me who couldn't stand with my poor English,
had constantly gave me some harsh words,it was not good feeling,
but thanks!!i had a meagre improvement~hiak hiak
the year i got breakthrough for my TeoChew dialek~hiak hiak
the year i been blamed,scolded; reason was too easy:
i was dumb enough and i admit it,
and i shall accept the blames later on~yes~
the year i stepped into my 18th year in life,
during the exam season>.<
the year i went around the campus with friends with tanglung!had fun!
the year i first to grip on a squash racket and swing it..love it!=)
the year i joined machi
and made some high-pitch screams in basketbol court=P
the year i went for Pangkor trip with my lovely kuliah-mates,
the year got sunburn together with them~XD
the year we was on a go-cart
and had some thrillments of high-speed!it was great!!
the year i used two breads for fishing in campus's lake
but ended up with no avail~T_T
the year i felt like one million when i knew i got 4flat!!XD
the year i felt like to clung together with another six persons
-we together had 4 flat!!
the year we expressed our excitements
despite"those people" arround us were哀鸿怨野XD
the year we just ignored the lecturers
and enjoyed among ourselves,by making some noises
the year that lecturers and those Malays
were not like us~but, so what?i don't mind at all.
the year with too many memories........
2008, miss you~
i remember that i had totally 4 jobs done
while i was waiting for the SPM result announcement~
shoe salesgirl(3 days and i fled away>.<)
kindergarden assistant(just for one week,angry to say it)
custom salesgirl(started to know how cunning the working world was)
and finally the tuition centre teacher(exhausted in that 2 months)
i had my harsh working months..but i learnt!
to survive in the racing, sometimes we have no choice
but have to swindle others so that you can be alive!
i started to fake the smiles in front of the people i super duper hate!!
it was the so-called-----life.
in matriculation college, the "natural selection"getting obvious,
what to do?just can i say"just obmit it and accept it!"
since we don't have the options to choose..
yet, it was the thing that made my feeling stonger,
to make the best endeavours to prove that they were wrong!
thanks,rivals~(although it's still a lot for you to be my rival!)
yes, i'm having a very unsatisfactory with them actually!
now, it's 2009..
brand new year..
all of us will create a very unique history for it!
hmm..let's make a wish~
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blow candle~
hee hee~
2008, bye bye~~
