porng chir zhen mai kapp!!!!

今天天气好晴朗～～～
处处闻花香～～～～




今天的天空。。。
好像是蓝色的～
哇哈哈～
超开心～

为什么啊？
为什么勒？
为什么哩？
为什么呀？

因为～～～
终于考完了！！！！～～～～～



最难的科目。。。。。。。。




就是本小姐我最不想回味的 physiology！！
还有细菌～～～
hoho~~~
超开心～～～

但是，我今天突然之间做了决定，
在第二年主修微生物学～
我一度犹豫，那是不是对的选择？
随便，到时见风行舟。。。
因为思考不是我的长项～
那我也只能选择与细菌朝暮想对～～～～T^T
我也绝对不会想碰到physiology....
对我而言，它是噩梦～～～
（祂，可不可以姑且让我pass掉physiology？？）
我一千个一万个不想再重读它！！！



我后天还是有考试的～=.=
老师的贴士已经给到漏满地了，
我也以为只要用一天就能读好它，
结果～～
结果勒结果勒～～结果勒结果勒～
读过一遍对它完全什么屁股概念都一丁点都没有～
什么basic lab tech 嘛～～～
嘛～～～～～～～～
对它暂时放弃，啃起biochem..
结果～～～～
结果勒结果勒结果勒结果勒～～～～～～
我发现我的头脑好像开始长草了！～
明明读过的东西却也一丁点儿记不起～～
算！！！随便！！
一。。二。。三。。四。。五。。六。。七。。八。。。。。。
算嘛～～～=.=
哇哈哈～
真的是太无聊兼情绪失控～

好，该继续分解蛋白质～～～～～～～
hoho~~~
sayonara~~~~~
porng chir zhen mai kappp!!!!!
XDXDXD

orang hitam ni...

today again!....
D303 girls headed to UM swimming pool!!
hoho~
but today we made our life healthier...
we walked!!
from kk2 to sport centre..
go n check out the UM map to see
how far is it........
but surely we used the shortcut way lar dui...
if by using the UM shuttle..
have to pass through the
science,geology,computer science, education, islam academic n etc faculties..
then the residential colleges n finally the Rimba Ilmu..
or the so-called Bukit Cinta..
which is a small mountain..
where is the most ideal place for couples---during the nights..
kaka..rumour, the night there may be breathtaking...
i dont knw how much truth in that ..
but if i "fullfill the criteria" one day i shall find it out definitely..XD

back on topic..
happily, we finally reached the swimming pool centre!!
then the notice board was showing
"Harap maaf kolam renang ditutup untuk program khas,
segala kesulitan diharapkan maaf"...

.!#@$%^&*&^%$#@$%^..............
this was my word hidden deeply in my heart.................
okay...i reli beh siok.....
i thought to climb up the building n jump over the wall..
cz the pool is at the top of the building.....
i reli wanted...
reli beh siok......
went eat chicken chop at 11th college..
super duper cheap...........
not bad what!!eat!!!!!!!

okay..just now...
my roommates was looking at me, n said
:" eh...why u look darker dy??"
"...................T^T"

Hmm......tanning i did ma...
for getting healthy skin colour..
lots of melanin pigment...
synthesis of vitamin D(exposure to UV light converts the
precusor molecules to vitamin D which is required for Ca & PO4
absorption in small intestine)
(sorry recently exam period....do some revision...
but.....anatomy paper over dy i think?????sui bian...)

darker skin wansui!!!!!
hitam juga cantik ma!!

jia you to my physiology!!!!
dont fail...!!
cant fail!!
i cannot effort to fail!!!

^^

i'm smilling....^^



*SMILE*

started!

yea~
now is 2nd of Nov..that means my study week
came to an end..=.=
the exam weeks started!!.....
T^T

frankly, currently i have no any confidence on my exams..
i wonder whats wrong with me,
it is not me......
what the hell with me my brain just blank...
in the past, i will at least have no guilty to say,
i studied all the syllabus n revised few times through all the subjects...
ok, i have no any purpose to show off or whatever just like what u may think now..
just that, i barely managed to study..not revise...
up to now, i have 2 subjects which i havent touch..at all.......
ya..the killing subject microbiology...
i dare not to anticipate what will come out.....
and the basic lab technique..
which i never have any idea to it....
damn damn damn...
where i gone..
memorizing...it was the greatest thing i could do..
but now, i wonder...where the ability gone again..??
i getting stupid n stupid??
i reli wonder!!!
n i too undertaking University's test?
definitely i mean before...
btw,biomedical science is definitely not a relaxing course just like in most people's opinion...
like what i did before...
i was wrong!!!i was just too naive ok???
yet, i have no time to rebuild them...
what i lacking of is TIME...
no point to blame anymore..
a few hours later i will in examination hall..
facing my perphaps-zaman-gelap again....
ok..i think i will isolate myself this 2 weeks.........
seriously i have to reconsider my journey.....
GOD BLESS ME..
gambateh to all of my beloved friends who taking the test too....
bye~n goodnight~
n i shall continue on the crap hubungan etnik....


wisdom please come back to me!!!
or, i never own it??
whatever...chap li...
let it be........

.....

studied=no studied....
blank blank blank~~~~
sui bian!!!chap li!!!
let me fail the crap hubungan etnik~
i dont want to read it anymore~
just now i read 2pages then i slept for 2 hours~
everytime read it will make me fall asleep~
far more efficient than the sleeping pills~~~
let me fail~
can i failed then not to retake next sem??kaka
let all of the subjects failed~
then let me marry ki suak liao~
seh kia ko kia~
mien takk chekk~
..............................................
T^T

apa tu exam kak????

sad~~~~

now i headache-ing about.........
206 bones name~~
the HE stained,azan stained, elasitic stained specimes~~~~~~
the motile E.Coli,non-motile Klebsiella,
blood-loving Parvobacteria, bacteriophage, aseptate Rhizopus~~~~~
the Michaelis-Menten enzymes~~~~~~~~~T^T
the totally crap yet included in pointer-- hubungan etnik~~~
the crap too however not really basic lab tech~~~~~~~

and, finally, still the complicated n killing physiology~~~~~
T^T
T^T
T^T
T^T


i m sad..................................

诱惑的街-----!!

这样深的夜， 下过雨的街，
连星光都要熄灭，你赴的是什么样的约？
原无意说这些，只是对你还有感觉。
以为一切残缺都能用爱解决。

可是我除了爱你，没有别的凭借。
话由真心，才说得如此直接，
也许是夜色让人不知胆怯。

有了我你是否什么都不缺？？
心再野也知道该拒绝，
有什么心结难解竟让你离不开这一切。

只是你身在诱惑的街，只是你身在沉沦的午夜，
血里的狂野对真实与幻觉已无分别。

所以你也无从察，情由何时冷却。

你从来不了解，心痛有多麼强烈。

不知若要我为爱妥协，我宁愿它幻灭！

有了我你应该什么都不缺！
心再野也知道该拒绝，
有什么心结难解竟让你离不开这一切。

你的心是否会为我而淌血，从此心绝.........




nice song~~~T^T

星期六---最后冲刺～

今天，星期六~
嗯~是周末。
可是人人都起得早，
因为考试到了。
大家都书本当早餐啃，作最后冲刺～
所以，我和挚爱室友－－唯智＆左奶也决定了，
做最后的冲刺－－－－－到midvalley去！XD

　
哎哟～
我们可是有极度重要的事情要做啊！－－添干粮＋零食！！
（某某人啊，考试不是大过天，难道考试不用吃咩？哈哈）
干粮和零食在复习周可是很重要的因素勒！
没有它们，我倒想看你怎么过得了？？　哈哈（在拽什么哦我？）
早餐饮料、高纤维饼干、两吧黑巧克力、番石榴干、口香糖～
就这样子。。。ｅｈ，不要小看它们勒～
我得靠它们活一个月啊～


全程超饱！！　
因为整个Jusco都在给试吃试喝！
瓦老～试到怕！一路上一直吃超饱！！　
饱到逛街都想睡觉～ZzzzZZ........

btw, 某某大男人竟然“命令＂唯奶作差事！－－－买鸡精！
还要两箱！
某某人，你不知道唯奶有多瘦？？
竟然如此欺负一个弱智女流。。
体统何处去也？T^T
而且，还”提醒”说得看截止日期～
如果不够钱买就去提款帮忙他买先～
瓦老～～～～
大男人，你下次不要给我知道你有去添货
不然我一定要你帮我买两箱罐头！！
（娃哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈）

就这样子～～
我的星期六告一段落～
btw,终于摆脱了烦人的Physio，真是终于！！
虽然读了＝没有读这样，
脑袋是空空的～　
算了！！！　不管这么多～
我爽就好～！哈哈　
现在放下心中大石，我睡觉去也！！
拜拜！！！

Phewwww~~~

currently still glued to the PHYSIOLOGY notes..
but now change the mode,
from paper mode => slides mode..
i found that it is far more better than starring at the dull paper....
which often made me fall asleep....ZZZzzzzZzz.......
maybe there is color to stimulate my nerve, then further stimulate somewhere else..
but i think most probably is that i can online while revising,
so wont feel sleepy..kaka..
good way to study yaXD
haiz..lazy to think much.. n lazy to link this that.....
but this killing subject just need me to do so.. T^T
head gotta crack...i reli no brain to think those things...T^T
wei chih, can u write my matric number on your answer sheet??hahahaha
kinda headache this few days..
due to the cardiovascular chapter..
headache most of the time..
haha..

however, today is a nice day for me!
cz just now went swimming with my dearest roommates!
Wei Chih!!Siew Fen!!!n dingxiaosong=.=
( hahahahaha )
we owned the pool today,
cz it was going to rain soon ,
but we did persist to go though....
so, when we got the pool, it was EMPTY...
kaka..so siok..
so much spaces for us..

i like swimming..
although i not reli knw..(u can laf at me i don mindXD)
i like..because...
had head kept under the cool water..
what i saw was just clear..
what i got was just cool..
what i felt was just calm...
breathed sighs of relieve above water...
it was just, retrieving...

went through pool just twice
but i was going like ....hypoxia..
haha..stamina damn low=.=T^T

btw, today we did something stupid----
chasing after the shuttle....kaka
twice~~~
when go for and back from..
we did run after the shuttle.,
with the haze of shuttle dumped on our faces..
repeated the history when i was in secondary school..
haha..
P/S:it's an exercise ..XD


such a healthy day, today..
done lots "exerxises"... XD

for ur advice,
do some sports when ur mind was stucked..
it did work, alot..

Exams......
God bless me...
( depending on ourselves will be more useful)haha
Gambateh to all of us.......
Jia you!!!

THE CLIMB

原先的我又到此只为表惆怅，
因，闭上眼总回到自己设下的迷宫，
独自徘徊于迷途中，
深思、迟疑。。。。
默然回首；所谓的出口，
仍然没能看见。
本欲说：“算了，敞开心胸吧！”;
则，迷宫道路逐渐压缩 ，
将自己压迫在其中。
--我困在自己设下的迷宫中。

但，仰或，我该向自己说声：“你该觉得幸福了。” ？
幸福？
我该是幸福了的。
至今未曾圆满过单个寐梦，
或许我前世根本不曾做过什么好事，
今世得不到什么好回报。
可浩瀚人海今天我遇上此人，
亦算是抵了一海的沧桑。



攀登的沿途定艰难不已，
岩石絆路、芒草痛割、荆棘挡路，
但我相信终有一天，
我能站上这山顶，
遥望脚下一切人情事物，
它---肯定会是一幅赏心悦目的美景。