求你

谢谢你，谢绝你的好意。
变化慢慢出现，
我分不清是事物本身在改变，
还是谁让它改变。
我的倔强其实也有用意，
所以请尊重，渺小的我。
求你别让我说得难堪，
你知道我的忍耐能力真的很低，
到现在我已经是仁至义尽。
求你，因为我真的无奈。

周末篇

Ball ball 你，我要坐着热气球飞呀飞～=D



这样晴的天，
睡过觉的午。
连睡意都会熄灭，
我不能再赴周公公的约。

原无意说这些，
只是悠哉无聊的感觉。
以为一切残缺，都能用眠解决。

可是我除了冬眠，没有别的消遣；
餐桌满满，也还是如此懒惰，
也许是公主病又再蓄发。（哈哈）

回到家是真的什么都不缺，
心再野，真的全都拒绝。
没什么心结难解，
因为我已离开那一切。
希望我不用回去大学，
希望我从此不用来野，
应该和八仙姑一样逍遥快活没有分别。


我已经无心向学，
请问何时变懒虫。
我从来不了解，pointer下落得如此强烈。
若不是为了不用还钱.
我宁愿它幻灭！='(


若我不用回去大学，
若是女生们不用来野，
是否应该换作男生们淌血，
从此醒觉？！！'=(

Lalala

新年假期后回大学上课，
想一想，
好像从来没有拨过一通电话回家。
反而还觉得从来嫌电话钱贵的妈咪其实也会想念我，
还会偶尔摇给电话一下给我鸡婆。哈哈。（ 可是真的很偶尔xD）
不是我太忙没空打电话回家，
（没什么忙就懒得像条虫，
事务一次开个翻山倒海的时候就忙到像狗这样）=.=
是啊，其实是啊～ 是～～
哎呀。。我怕～我懦弱～ 我害羞～～
我其实呢，心地很善良，很容易心碎。(=P)
我怕，我说着说着会让妈咪听到我偷偷泣声，
多丢脸。='(
一听到妈咪的来电显示，再看看时间，
这时候她应该都是做完家务了没事干才找我鸡婆呢。
而我呢，虽然暗喜，都会冷冷草率几句，
我怕聊久点我会很想抱着妈咪说我很想回家，
而要不到一个拥抱。='(
我还学不会，坚强地说一声： 我想回家，而面不改容。
我只学会，说一声：我要温习了，而转身泪流满脸。='(

怎么啦？
明天就可以回家了嘛还讲多多。
好啦。
晚安啦。
祝我明天考试顺利。
谢谢大家。

明日开始，anti-emo, no emotional post..
should update about my great February n March,
which full of delights =)

The ultimate goal is way too far,
should be more pragmatical aiming the smaller goals=)
All the best to people.
People succeed by dreams.
Dreaming is good actually.
人因为梦想而伟大。=D

it's midnight

'What about the tense feeling is?'
I asked myself.
I thought everyone has grown up and all that shouldn't be in that way,
but recall that how much I did try considering and let words go,
and now the thing is, I can't speak.
Or, I don't feel to.
Stubbornness growing in mine as I moving on. Maybe?
You might blame me,
cz i just can't fulfill what you want.
But, how about me?
You're cheered when your requests are fulfilled,
while I'm so reluctant to do so.
but sometimes I did, just in ways not to put u blue,
yet satiety seem never been in you.
Then, the turn for me to be blue but u never notice.
Yes, someone is correct.
You require me to be available whenever you feel free,
and the thing is that i can only be with you,alone.
But have u ever thought of when I m free and you're not available,
I dnever blame and what i was doing is waiting, without a single complaint.
You mayb a caring person, but I lack of care,
I need care, not cage.
Frankly, I paid most in this but you feel less.
I know, I know, greedy man,every man does.
What I now left is just meagre.
So, man, what do you want from me?

=P

Have been hanging around recently,
in turn pok kai soon..
Yet, really got lots of fun ya!!xD
nothing is more delightful than having deeelicia with loooooow price!=)
woooHoo....
ok, just to say few words cz it's time to get to bed,
don't even late for tomorrow's class as we are getting on her nerve now,
Better don't ever provoke her more!!=PP
terrible horrible and vegetable class we are =P
Night to all...ZzzzZzzz...



p/s: 有些疤痕一碰，还是会隐隐作痛。