say Goodbye to 2010!

This is the last day of this 365 days long year.
I'm looking for the next brand new year
the fabulous but definitely not of the perfect one,
Nothing is perfect right?=)


In the previous year,
Incidents too much to tell.
learnt alot, and realized alot.
realized that some facts in fact in some extents of inappropriate,
and learnt to let go. Stubborn kills.

2011, how it will be?=)


One of the greatest lesson I did gain in the year,
: be pragmatical.
During the school time, the essay title given by teacher:
'What is at the utmost importance in life?'
i. Wealth ii. Health iii. Intelligence iv. Morality
I would write Health, which looks more make-sense-able.
Without health, others elements even can't be utilized and blah blah blah...
Now, i shall write Wealth.
School students always use the sentence
' Money is the root of all evils.'
But, be pragmatically, how much truth in that?
When you're deadly ill,
money can cure you in fact.
Clinic doctors and pharmacists will not dispense free poison for you,
let alone the medicines.
Or, you can just be patient and strong enough
to wait your own immune system to heal it. =P
Thus,
(i) Earn and save money for the future mega projects xD





I not mean a real wealth here,
just sufficient for me to live and walk in this city,
and save a 50 bucks in each month for my next special semester tuition fee.
That's it. (For now.)
Thus, part time jobs may be interspersed in this busy and short semester 2.
All the best.





(ii) Study



Result is not mean anything in the future work time,
but I not taking the reason.
You know I love study and
I do it to escape paying loan too.Haha

Uncertainties seem appear.
Just do it! -Nike =D








(iii) Teamwork
Organizing works of UMIT XV has just ended.
It is the success one but not the perfect one.
Mistakes make me learnt.
Will miss it, either the bitter or the sweet part.
Another MATB I is coming soon,
I hope the mistakes of mine not be repeated.=(
Or else, I m sorry to director again. =(
Hope all the projects go smooth,
all the best to my batchmates!
Ahneh, AhClaire, Ahsecholian, all the best!!!!!



Come On!






(iv) Pathology
I will not bother the nonsenses,
I just go with myself one. =)
Hope Fatty don't emo and be strong.xD
I know I'm too fluctuate in emotion,
but I always hope you know why.=(
I can't give how much you given, (That's too muchT.T)
Thanks for everything.=)




(v) Exercises
I need exercises badly.
So, let's swim.
Beau, I know you want it too =D





(vi) Outings
An occasional non-DU food is the greatest award for me!Haha..
Looking forward for Biomed outing,
roommates outing,
KLGYP outing,
KutuLala outing..
Hiak hiak~






(vii) Shopping
My dear roommate always say guilty to invite the person like me to go shopping.
LOL.
Shall practice to walk more, Hehe.
so friends, do train me by inviting me for a shopping.





(viii) Natural.
In this polluted city, I looking for fresh air to breath sighs.




(ix) Friends.
Friends are always the important part of mine,
they always be the understanding one.
They do stay quiet by me when I can't speak,
they do lend me an ear when I crap lot,
they do lend me a shoulder when I feel weak,
we always stay connected,
even a great distance between us.
It's not easy to get a trusty and true friend,
but I feel fortunate to have them.
Love, my friends.
Hope happiness comes to every of my friend. =)








They bind me on spirit, not by words.
She always can make me laugh of loud.
She knows the reasons I wishing on the stars.
She knows and wake me up, and I always be waken.
She knows sweet stuffs make me feel better.
Thanks!
*Hugs*~~~~




(x) Last but not the least,my dadmumbros.
I might not concern too much about what happening everyday,
But i know what is going on there.
I might not caring and comforting too much,
because I'm weak to.
When I miss,
I always turn to God,
and make a wish so that all of you live well.
I might not show my love, but i do, tones of love.


2011, a brand new year,
I just hope less hits to come and stumble,
My simple new year wishes.=)

All the best to everyone!!=)
Hello 2011!!

@.@

终于回到了无所事事的日子。

其实也没有什么好的。

在这个寂静的宿舍，

除了睡到日上三竿或者太阳下山，

除了吃所谓清淡的麦当劳当brunerper

(四餐合为一餐），

除了上个网无聊地闲逛，

还能做什么呢？

如果是在家里，那就另当别论。

吃晚飯！

那朦朧睡意，
終于捨得釋放相合的眼皮，
那，已經是個黃昏夜。
黃澄的餘暉，透過緊閉的百葉窗，
印著大紅花圖樣的馬來式窗簾布，
把這濾光在這小小的房間放射成一幅紅霞西落圖。
我眯起了眼，窺了一眼右邊的兩個空床位，
‘哎喲喲，怎麽又剩下我一個人了。’
我是怕寂寞的人，但，同時也愛寂寞。

我慵懶地一轉身，
在粉嫩的安樂窩伸了個大大幅度的懶腰，
‘可咯可咯’。那是自脊椎骨發出的一段‘滿足的旋律’。
‘喲喲~~~這才是假期嘛！！’


軟綿綿的大抱枕仍然在懷抱中，
我安坐了起來，
甩一甩那還不怎麽清楚的腦袋瓜，
眼前盡是一片黑漆麻烏，
一會兒，才漸漸在這紅彤的落霞圖找回視線的焦點。
‘哎喲，餓了！’
我血壓有些偏低，有些時候只看見一片漆黑。

我靜靜坐在床上，厚軟的棉被裹著怕冷的腳板們，
放任時間一秒一秒地蹉跎過去，
視線駐足那紅彤的窗簾布在一揚一揚的.......

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‘磕磕磕~’
一個腦袋瓜從推開了的門探了進來，
‘走咯，吃飯去。外賣到。嘻嘻’
那是微茵，是個藥劑生，
我們住在同一個C座二樓，
也是網球主辦賽中的拍檔。
對的沒錯，我的兩個暫時的室友，
自然也是網球主辦賽中的拍檔，
現在是打包晚餐飯盒給我們這一組拍檔去了。
剩下我這一個賴死不起床的傢伙。
（哎喲真不好意思)

報告現在的住處，
八打靈再也馬大第二宿舍C座二樓五號房，
這個房間的狀態，
嗯，不是怎麽整齊，
可以說，不堪入目，
不過，怎麽說呢，它絕對是個好睡處！
要不然，怎麽能睡到紅霞西落圖都放映呢？哈哈


折了折那印滿小精靈的黃色棉被，
扯一扯平被睡皺的床褥單，
勉強在地面上尋找一個讓我站立的一處，
（說了這房間真的不怎麽整齊）
略略梳理過那東歪西翹又不長不短又不黑不褐的頭髮，
換過件恤衫長褲，便和微茵一塊到網球主辦賽的工作室去領飯盒。


那工作室已經幾乎成爲了我們的
飯廳兼網咖兼戲院兼客棧兼紅箱子包廂，
成堆的零嘴、汽水、杯面、美祿、餅乾、蘑菇湯散亂在桌面上，
一腳才踏入那工作室，
入鼻的是一陣陣的油菜、雜飯、杯面味，
還參雜著那些對著電腦和鍵盤大罵髒口 的‘男人味’，
再加上那嗡嗡作響的冷氣機的發黴冷氣味，
這一些味道合起來，只有一個字：屌!


在云云飯盒群中，
左挑右挑，挑一個我認爲是最佳菜肴的。
打開飯盒蓋，
結果是，青菜椰花菜、咖哩馬鈴薯雞、最後是一塊不懂何方神聖的煎餅。=.=""
飯盒都讓人很憂心低迷， 但是有何奈？
趕快吃，不然會有個長氣公會一直嘮叨得很，
活生生地比我親生老爸還囉嗦得受不了。=P
我拉開一張活動式辦公室椅，一屁股坐了下來。
趕緊把飯盒中的白飯扒給了拍檔中的老娘李詩琦小姐，
趁長氣公還沒到工作室見證這一切。哈哈
她是我們當中史上最強的女人，
可以一個人吃兩個till you burp 分量的飯盒！
有時候會捧著一本《回到當下》或者《金剛經》和我們說一說佛偈，
聼得我迷迷糊糊昏昏慾睡~娃哈哈


我一口、一口吞著半盒飯，
卻一心、一心惦記雙層鐵床的下層床位,
又一念、一念想溜回去北方的小房子啊！






就這樣，吃一個晚飯要用幾百萬個形容詞。
我只是太無聊，還請大家原諒我。哈哈


全新的一年要到了，
祝大家新的一年新的希望！！
Muackssssss!!!!!!
（我希望一切都過得順順利利開開心心！^^）

哈咯

哈咯，請別用命令的口吻對我説話。
雖然我可能應該聼，不代表我一定得跟著去做。
而且，請給我一個理由，爲什麽我一定得？
如果是事不關己，我真的理你都傻。=P
我不會因爲這樣一肚子火，因爲我真的真的理你都傻。

I.AM.LAZY.TO.DO.ANYTHING

"lub dub~"
I heard the sound of the
reddish suspension inside me recoiled upon the valves..
I was curled, very curled one.

It was seven pieces of result slips pasted on wall.


When you've missed a question when answering the mcq,
further more the deducting system is going on,
It kills, yes i meant it.
When all the unknown-uncertain-mixed emotions and incidents haunted on the mind,
during the time you're facing book and really really wanted to into it,
It usually doesn't could work. Yes i did.
When you're being slammed once and once by the exam papers,
It hits people down, indeed.
When you're expecting something high btw the truth is waking you from this dream,
It hurts and teases: 'Wake up, silly girl.'


I knew it does not go smooth,
but I was too stubborn,
I wanted to too.
Then, another wave has come and slapped,
I hid myself and think over it again.



I was in front the wall,
searching the number of '9',
that's my matric number.
B+,B+,B+,B+,B..
What's these lai ga...............
But soon, i breathed a relief of sigh,
what i worried night and over night doesn't become truth,
it's still far more better than I expected.=)
I will not have class with juniors next year.=D
Just, the goal of mine still abit far to reach.=(
But, I will run and run and score the goal a pretty one! ^^



Currently running the tennis tournament,
Hopefully all the things go smooth as in expectation,
and hopefully it will the another pretty one.
Then, i shall welcome the coming of new semester with open arms.
I miss the noises, the laughter.
I know many don't want to,
but for the fellow like me that her mummy don't want her daughter to go back home, T.T
I'm here waiting you guys to come back and make noise.Haha.


I L.O.V.E sleeping.
It creates satiety to me as anyway can do.
Haha.
Mummy doesn't want me to go back home,
so I numb myself with sleeping and eating,
end up, laundries are too much awaiting.Haha.
I'm lazy to do anything except lying and immobilizing myself.


I.AM.LAZY.TO.DO.ANYTHING.

涉水馬和欄杆

奔至草原邊緣偷吃草，
据聼那兒的草特別香嫩特別多汁，
生在懸崖邊緣上，不禁讓吃草多了一份刺激感。
我愛上這狂奔的自由，
而我發誓絕不回到那古老不化的欄杆裏，絕不。

不單我一匹，
同伴們紛紛也豪不留情于那欄杆中的乾草糧，
紛紛各自離開那美好的乏味枯燥，
還沾沾自喜這青原上的萬馬奔騰。

懸崖上的他擠你推，
粗心的我差點被墜入深淵中。
邊緣草固然香甜多汁，
怠慢于人的我總是沒份嘗上一份。
草原之寬闊，
弱勁的我一點都不善於奔跑。
可咯可咯的馬蹄聲，
膽怯的我那是我無聲的抗議。
一聲一聲的嘶叫，
鉄嘴的我想起欄杆中的乾草糧。='(



云云馬群衆，
沒有欄杆中老同伴們的模樣，
新同伴的新鮮模樣一個接一個，
接著我發現我一個人在懸崖邊溜步得益頻密。
甩一甩馬鬢，‘老同伴你們爲什麽不在這？’
我要，和你們結伴回到欄杆中吃那美好的乏味乾草糧。


我天天練習，天天熟悉，
沒有一個同伴的時候，
我仍然可以悅心溜步于草原邊緣。
因爲，我不會把自己推入深淵，
我愛這草原，
但我會回到欄杆中，懶散地享受乏味的乾草糧，
九霄雲外的會是我曾愛上的這片青原....




因爲我生在欄杆，我愛的還是干草糧。

The lightless night

I like everything in the night=)
It is hypnotizing for me in its sense of tranquility and peace.
Yet, I don't like night alone,
darkness makes me curl.
I enjoy stand up high,
mesmerize myself with the neon lights interspersed between
the dark curtain in the middle of this city.
The spark always light me up,
when the night is alone,
when good mood is somewhere to be seen.
One of the reasons i enjoy watching Neon.
Green, Red, Orange, light my white flag when I'm raising it.



Light beauty up my night!=)




It's not something silly thing,
it did really work on me. =)

沙皮珍

老了一嵗~唉~~~~~
因爲,
生了一整天的悶氣~囧
（對不起，胖子黑~）
眉頭越來越皺，快變沙皮狗~=.=



ZhMm in the house~




拜托一下自己~！
可以不要這麽盲塞，頭腦清醒點嗎~
拜托一下自己~！
可以聰明點，不要頭腦裝茅草的可以嗎~
求我自己~！
可以學一下冷靜嗎，一點也好=.=""
求我自己~！
可以僞裝一點嗎~一點就好！


還以爲~
只需憑著一個座右銘，就能受用深遠。
原來，不行的,
“這世界很善變，沒想到我更善變！
我好懷念我剛出世的那一天~~~~
腦呢~心呢~從前的~那些自戀~變了~
難道我真變笨了？~（真的）~心呢~被狗啖走了~
腦呢~我把它給誰了？”=.=""


我很善變，世界也一直變，（eg: eyes phone越出越多），心中的座右銘也無時在變換。
開始明白，佛陀是如何誕生的。
好，就這樣決定，得空時候，我也該到菩提樹下苦苦思考
到底哪個座右銘才是對的，
假以時日我領悟成功，還會優惠大衆。
也許，我就這樣成佛，受万人景仰，
升天仙游還有香火鼎盛有人供拜，最重要是不用考試添。=.=""
好，回來現實，下個星期四個考試，
兩天的殺手科目。
死也死得不痛快，
要麽一刀捅死我，讓我死得重於泰山，
別來個折騰兩天的，真是沒一點良存心的。='(








觀音媽大伯公耶穌阿拉啊，
保庇保庇保庇保庇保庇保庇我~~~






沙皮狗，快快走~~~~ T.T






高薪聘請保庇～T.T

她

她，的心就像顆泡沫，
一碰即可碎，
隨之消失于空氣之中，
沒有遺留一些什麽。
她，一雙眼睛中，
只有一雙兒女。
她，是脆弱的女人。
她，最容易流淚。
可是她也最堅強，
因爲她，
一個人一滴淚一滴血一滴汗熬過這一切。
她，只依靠自己。
因爲她，得。
她，不是無情，
只是，她僅有一顆心，
僅僅一顆心經過多少拽磨，
已經再經不起一點點的觸碰。
她，以前愛得轟轟烈烈，
愛得奮不顧身，
愛得迷失自己。
是誰?
是誰？
是誰~已經不重要。

人生無常，
珍惜當下。

甜言蜜語，我聼，因爲好聽。
風言風語，我聼，因爲有趣。
不然，有更好保護自己的方法嗎?=')




p/s:考試最容易讓人胡思亂想。 =(